My soon to be husbands ex is fuckin crazy. She keeps sending him messages on myspace even though he's told her so many times to leave him the fuck alone. She just can't manage to get it through her fuckin head. Today I sent her a message on myspace cause she said that he picked the baby's name due to a name that she used to use. No, bitch, wrong answer. Laylin is the name that I came up with in 9th grade for my character. So tell me how we used your name if I didn't even know you when I created that name. So I sent her a nice message that said that she has nothing to do with the baby's name and to leave him alone. And she comes back with this full on
"Fuck you skank, we all have been talking about how you cheated on Angel around the time you must have been pregnant. and how uncommonly close that was, so, how could his baby be yours? Expecially since he can't have kids, so unless he gets a DNA test, idk. Everyone knows it's not his kid. You're a dirty slut. how dare you still have sex with linn after being with Angel, greg isn't the only one to tell me."

Now first off, who the fuck is everyone. I only know like 4 people out here. And how can people I don't even know talk shit about me. Second the last time I fucked my ex, linn, was back in march of last year. So Unless I was carrying my kid for like a year I don't think so. And even if I did cheat on my husband to be with my ex, she would have no right to talk cause she told me herself that she had sex with him while I was dating him and she was dating angel. You fuckin dumb whore. She keeps sending him messages that she misses him that they should be together. She just can't take a fucking hint.

I just got home for the hospital a few hours ago. I'll be putting up pictures of my baby girl a little later tonight. Her name is Laylin Eloina Rivera. She's only 4lbs 5oz because she was born 5 weeks early and she's 18 3/4 inches. She is so cute it's not even funny. She already completely owns me and her father. I'll be back later to write some more, I just wanted to get some of her info up for now.

I thought that I was finally getting my happy ending but it's getting further away from me. Everything's fine with me and Angel but his mom is making me more depressed by the day. I spent two and a half hours crying this morning. First we finally got everything in our room setup and made everything work so we could fit the baby in with us. Now it's been almost four months since we moved to this house and now she wants to switch rooms with us giving us a lot less space and no way of keeping Laylin in there with us. She wants the baby in her room with her. And ready for this the whole reason she wants to pull this shit is so that she can have the sun shine in the room in the morning, which she won't be here for anyway cause of work. Now the second thing that's really bothering me is the fact that for two weeks I told them that I had to go to babies r us and make a registry for the things I want cause my brother and the rest of my family were going to go shopping. So I finally get to do that yesterday and then she decides to tell me that she already made a registry on a website. She printed me out the list and nothing on it was anything close to what me or Angel wanted for the baby. Like the set for the crib. We wanted a pink, brown, and light tan theme with all the bedding and stuff. Now we have the set that she fucking chose cause she told all her friends and family where her list was and they started buying it. That completely fucked over the set that we chose with the matching mobile. The play yard we chose was a pink and brown one with cherry blossoms and it looked really cute, now we get a shitty looking gray one. I really don't mean to sound ungrateful that she's trying to help out but she could have atleast gotten my thoughts on it right? She keeps over stepping the line. She needs to realize that yes Laylin may be her first grandkid, but she's my first kid. She got to do this three times and now she just can't let me have things my way with MY DAUGHTER. Well, I guess that's about it.

Well, we're planning the wedding lile by little. So far the only things we have down is that it's going to be this fall, the people in the wedding party, and my dress. We still have a long way to go before fall but I think we can manage. So, that's about it.

Well yeah, Angel is no longer the boyfriend. On Saturday he got down on one knee, ring and all and asked me to marry him. For a moment I was going to fuck with him say no and walk away but he did it infront of like 30 of his friends and 20 people that he didn't know that just so happend to be at this place. He needs to calm down a little though cause last night he asked me where I wanted the wedding to be and when I said I didn't know he kept pushing it until I finally told him to relax since he had only popped the question the day before. He's getting way to ahead of himself, but atleast he's cute about it. Well, that's about it. Goodnight.